'Hello Man Court. I am 30 years old and have been married since I was 18 years old. This marriage was arranged by my family. My husband is also the same age. They said that I would grow to love him, which I do but not in the husband and wife way. After we got married, we or more so HE has been trying to get me pregnant. I have a birth control (BC) which prevents me from getting pregnant for 5 years at a time. I have so far had 2 abortions which he does not know about and before I discovered this BC! We keep going to different doctors to find out what is wrong with the both us and ofcourse, nothing is wrong with us - prlly just me. I am not ready but I don't know how to tell him. Help me?"